Tuesday, February 21, 2012

beribu sesalan~~~~~

Ku susuri malam ini
Yang tidak berbintang sunyi sepi
Juga rembulan dah menghilang
Dalam kelam ku sendiri

Ku mencari hembus bayu
Yang selalu berbisik madah rindu
Kini membisu dalam sayu
Tidak ku temu suaramu

Kekasihku di jalanan yang berliku
Di saat ku perlukanmu
Tertutup jua segalanya terhadapmu
Di sini ku tersedu-sedu

Setelah cinta pergi
Ku mengusung duka ini diiringi
Kisah janji dimungkiri lagi

Sia-sia ku
Mencintaimu
Setia padamu
Percayakanmu

Sebak dadaku
Retak hatiku
Luka jiwaku
Dihiris pilu

Beribu sesalanku

hopeless~

nk berharap???emm nmpk gye cm sume yg die ckp da bg kte putus...

nk beharap lg??aku sorg je ke ase gitu...

ayt die lg kasar n wat aku lg trase dr ape yg die wat...

well...i decide 2 not to say anything..

coz this will make my heart lg broken thp cipan...

plus ngn prob2 laen..

which that die will never understand...

seems like die sorg je tension...lg bnyk mslh die...

enough la slame ni aku da trnkn ego aku smpi aku ase da thp melutut...

but die will never know...still blaming on me..

NOW..i train my mind..to stay calm...

to find my own fault...not to blaming other..

i know all this thing happened because of me..

NOW.. i will build up my ego again...

my heart will become stronger...

i will not cry 4 u anymore...

my tears are only 4 ALLAH S.W.T

i pray to ALLAH 4 forgiveness..4 all my wrong doings..

im going to be a better person...INSYAALLAH~

all my destiny i sent it to ALLAH...

HE know the best 4 me...

INSYAALLAH~AMINN...

P/S::pernah tepikir xnk kawen...coz all that feeling mmg totally gone~